Cigarette full of anxiety

Hey!

So.. my anxiety got worse (again). And since I have no therapist and I can’t go to any, I did something I didn’t do in a really long time – smoking.

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I didn’t fall in love on purpose

I didn’t fall in love on purpose.
It just doesn’t work this way.
I would rather climb mountains
than keep you here to stay.

I loved you
and I still love you now.
But I need to forget..
I have to .. but I don’t know how.

I didn’t fall in love on purpose.
Trust me, my mind is a mess.
I wouldn’t mind so much
if “the one” was someone else.

Maybe I just don’t deserve to relax…

Hey.

It’s been a while since I’ve posted something, but still – hey!

I’m so tired. I don’t even know why. Maybe because it’s winter time and it’s cold? .. But I like winter. I like that freezing feeling. So what is going on, you may ask? I didn’t relax in a long time. I used to like it, I really did. But something changed it. And that little something, called anxiety btw., is controling my life now…

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