So this happend. My chief at work just told me that I’ll be at another workplace for tommorow because they need people there (Christmas time and stuff, you know..). And. I. PANICKED. Why? Because this place (where I am going to be tommorow) is full of people on daily basis. And now when it’s Christmas, it will be full as never. How am I suppose to handle this? HOW?
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I’ll be 18 in 2 months. Well, that’s good I guess. ..Or is it?
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It’s been a while since I’ve posted something, but still – hey!
I’m so tired. I don’t even know why. Maybe because it’s winter time and it’s cold? .. But I like winter. I like that freezing feeling. So what is going on, you may ask? I didn’t relax in a long time. I used to like it, I really did. But something changed it. And that little something, called anxiety btw., is controling my life now…
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+ Hey, what do you want for Christmas?
+ For Christmas. I mean some present, you know?
– What for?
+ Because .. this is what we do every year. The most wonderful time of the year, remember?
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Sometimes I feel like I don’t have a partner. Sometimes I feel like my only friend..
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Dear Echo in my head.
Stop telling me I am not good enough.
Stop telling me I can’t make it.
Stop yelling at me everytime I try.
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